Jims work (blairs dad)

i got in and put my head on the steering wheel and sobed, something i've done since she left me

i walk to his truck and tap on the window

i whiped my eyes and looked at her and rolled my window down "yea?"

i sigh "look cowboy you disarve soo much better then me and i love you more then you know its gust....."

i looked at her "guess what i don't deserve better, i don't think there is better if there is then i don't want it i want you."

(gtg eat supper)

i smiled when he said that then frownd "jay he can kill you" i look at him with sadness in my eyes

(kk later)

i got out and pulled her close to me "bab.... Blair i won't let him kill me. i just want you back with me."

i put my head agints his chest "i want to be yuors but im scared about what my dad willl do"

i looked down at her "he won't do anything, if i'm yours cause i won't let him."

i sniffle "i've been soo scared these past weeks"

i rubed her back and hugged her "i understand why you were scared but hone.........Blair why did you break up with me?"

"that way you would be safe" i look up at him "you remember that night i went to the club? the only reason i when was cuz he said if you want to see you boyfriend again go"

i frowned "honey you shouldn't worry about me like that i can take care of myself."

i nod "yea i know you can but thats what drew said...."

i sighed "ba....Blair don't worry about me" i then looked her over "come on give me your car key i'll drive you to my place so you can calm down."

i nod and hand them to him i sigh "im sorry cowb...jay"

i frowned when she didn't say my nickname "you've never called me jay. not even when you were mad that i raped you"

i shruged and sigh "i figured you were still mad at me i mean you didnt even call me baby"

"i only called you that when we were dating." i looked down "but i mean you still are my baby"

i sigh "i...i only broke up with you that way dad wouldnt kill you" i look at him "i still love you cowboy"

i pulled her close to me and wraped both arms around her "and i still love you too baby."

i look up at him and smile small "can..i have...." i stop "nevermind"

"what baby?" i kissed her head.

i look up at him "can i have another chance?"

my eyes sparkled and i smiled "baby i wanted to hear you say those words for a while"