bringing home the horses

i got up and dialed her cell phone and when it went to voicemail i sighed but i sucked it up "blair it's me, i don't hate you, honey i love you and always will i just want to know why if you love me why? i guess i can take care of them but you'll have to pay for food and boarding like anyone else and...." by then i was tearing up "and you'll have to..... to...." i couldn't say anymore so i hung up.

a couple weeks later i drive up i get out

PeaceFighter wrote:Teddy: i looked at where blair and Jay went the went to her rump and mounted her with our saddle still on

Jay: i smiled and leaned down and kissed her "i told you i love you"

Mid: i wait for him to dismount

(there's already done jumper)

Jay: I look up from shoeing Ace's hooves and sighed and went back to working talking to the horse "look boy your witch is back"

Ace: i snorted and but didn't hurt him cause i thought that she deserved it too.

i sigh and pull on the sleave of my long sleaved shirt i stop from take my sunglasses off "i came to give you a check"

( srry. what happened?)

i looked at her and stood up straight letting Ace's hoof fall and looked at her and remembered why i raped her to begin with came back "is that all you came to do? not to ride your horse or look at you other horse's stomach cause of her being pregnant?" i say sourly to her.

i brush past him to midnights stall "hey girl" i look at her belly and smile small

(where ya goin' with this???)

i went back to working on his hooves and then droped them and went to the tack room and sat on the floor and had a mental break down right there staring straight out into space

Midnight: i nuzzle her wanting her to stay

(working on it kinda makeing this up as i go)

i walk out and walk into the tack room to get midnights halter and lead rope i drop the lead rope i go to pick it up my sunglasses fall off "crap"

Midnight: i watch her

i look up at her "blair? can you tell me why?"

i look at him reviling my brused checks and eye "like i told you i cant lose you"

i got up and walked fast to infront of her and cradled her head in my hands carefuly looking at her cheeks "what the hell happened to your face" i looked in her eyes and mine went cold realiseing what happened

i flinch "im fine"

Mid: i shook my head as if disagreeing

i let my hands drop and clentched them "no your not" i fixed my hat and walked out the door "you dad's going to pay this time"

"NO!" i run after him and grab his arm

"Let go Blair" i say pulling away then turning to her. "you want to know what i promised myself when you left me."

Mid: i lay down in my stall my belly hurting

"what?" i say still holding his arm

"i promised that i would do what ever to keep you safe and what ever it is to get you back and guess what keeping you safe is hurting your father" i pulled away from her and walked to my truck

Mid: i whinny to blair

"no! STOP!" i grab his arm again and plant my heels into the ground "i cant lose you!" i yell