my stuff

i wrote every one of these and each of them is copyrighted by me.

People stand around you, waiting, waiting ever so patiently. People stand around you, dying, dying to see you fall, to see you mess up, to see you fail. But you keep your head high, too high to hear their laughing, too high to hear their scolding. You look down upon them and smile, smile at their feeble attempts at hurting your pride. You smile because you know that you wont fall, you wont mess up and you know that you wont fail. So keep your head high baby girl, people are dying to see you fall.


screams of pain,
tears of blood.

crushing hope,
crumbling dreams.
you tear me apart.

all goes black.

icy tendrils
poke and prod.
why cant you just leave me alone?

my eyes are open,
but nothing is seen.
i am awake,
but nothing is felt.

you have torn me apart.

so i scream.
screams of pain,
tears of blood.

crushing hope,
crumbling dreams.
you tear me apart.




when you tore out my heart,

the icy tendrils
would poke and prod.
the memory just couldnt leave me alone.

closing my eyes,
watching the scene
over and over again.

when you tore out my heart,
i found somthing new.
a part of me was gone,
turned to stone.

wishing for redemption,
but knowing none will come.

i can control nothing....
except for the pain....
yes, the pain.

sweet, sweet pain,
become my atonement,
my one and only love.

wipe away my sorrow,
be my savior...

yes, yes, the pain....
the pain i felt.....

when you tore out my heart



I hate you.

When you piss me off,
Im gonna mess you up.

Wanna know why?
Because i hate you.

So you should back off,
Before i snap,
And make your life a living
hell.

So just go away,
you idiot.

Because i would love
To make your life a living
Hell.

All because...

I. Hate. You.




Ice peirces your skin,
Water melts your defenses,
Snow steals your heat.

The chill has entered your bones,
Movement is no longer an option.
There is no escape from the fate he has chosen for you now.

The Winterking has arrived.

Your heart stops beating,
It can no longer move,
It is incased in ice.

Frostbite nips at your limbs,
You are being destroyed,
but there is no helping it.

The Winterking has arrived.

You feel his frigid breath on the back of your neck,
You shudder and gasp,
His frosty hands rest upon your shoulders.

There is no other way,
You are going to freeze to death,
In this glacial wasteland within your mind.

The Winterking has arrived.

He speaks to you,
His voice is soft,
He says one word.

Goodbye.

You are gone.
You are no longer.
You are dead.

The Winterking has arrived.




You were betrayed,
You were abandoned.

The ground beneath your feet crumbles,
And you fall into the wasteland of your sorrow.

The memories come at you,
A vicious parade of unending hurt.

You were decieved,
You were tossed aside.

Anger wells within you,
You lash out at nothing.

Trying to find a release for these emotions,
The emotions powerful enough to cause you to come crashing down.

You were battered,
You were burned.

The anger stops,
And the hurt returns.

How could you ever deal with such a thing?
Is it possible?

You were wounded,
You were bruised.

Could you forgive?
Could you forget?

Would you forgive?
Would you forget?

No.

You were damaged,
You were warped.

There is no going back,
There is no forgetting.

No.

You were contused,
You were marred.

You.
Were.
Betrayed.




laugh,
smile,
dance,
scream,
party,
shine,
love,
live.

laugh alot.

smile wide.

dance free.

scream loud.

party hard.

shine bright.

love forever.

live your life to the fullest
and dont let anyone tell you who you are,
because they have no idea.

dont give a damn about what others think, honey.
just live your life and die happy.