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Josh: i sat up and looked at her "it's alright"
Jay: "i asked her to talk to him for me" i looked up "did i do that right thing?"

blair: i nodded "yea that was smart thinking" i smiled
devin: i let out a shaky breath "ok"

Josh: i got up and slowly walked over to her and sat at her side "what's wrong?"
Jay: i smiled and kissed her

blair: i kissed him back and smiled i lean closer to him
devin: i look at the ground "has something ever happened to you then you get scared that it'll happen again?" i look at him

Jay: i put my arm around her and smiled
Josh: i nodded "my father trying to kill me"

blair: i smiled and lay my head on his shoulder
devin: i look at him "yuor dad tryed killing you?, wow then we both have sucky parents"

Jay: i hugged her and kissed her
Josh: i looked at her "what's wrong?

blair: i kiss him smiling
devin: i look at him "ok hold on your dad really tryed killing you?"

Josh: i nodded then looked at her "you need to tell me what's wrong"
Jay: i kiss her smiling as well

bliar: i pull away and smiled
devin: i sighed "im scared ok?" i look down

Jay: I smiled then looked out to the couch
Josh: "afraid of what?" i put an arm around her to try to get her to relax

blair: i look out too
devin: i let out a breath "alot of things josh"

Josh: i looked at her "just tell me please."
Jay: i listened shook my head "our dad tried killing all of us"

devin: "im scared that i screw this up"
blair: i look at him "seriously? your dad tried killing all of you guys?"

Jay: i nodded "and our mother, you see he wanted a girl but my mom couldn't give one to him she kept giving him guys"
Josh: I looked at her and shook my head "Devin the only way you could screw this up is by cheating or killing me" i smiled against my headach and kissed her cheeck "you see?"

devin: i look at him and smiled small "yea i see"
blair: "wow and i thought my dad had problems" i look at him "but wait i thought you said your dads dead?"

Jay: I grined a little "he is" i looked at myhands "i killed him."
Josh: i let my arm around her "then be happy? and be my girl?"

blair: i look at him "wow you think you could do that with my dad?" i say partly joking
devin: i look him in the eyes "alright"

Jay: i looked up at her and smiled "maybe someday, but i can't figure out why your not freaked out by this"
Josh: I smiled a little and hugged her with my one arm but i just looked at her "are you alright?"

blair: i looked at him "ok jay you and your brother used to rape girls,my dad beat me and had me do a bunch of things i cant say, nothing really surprises me anymore"
devin: i nodded "uh huh im fine" i smiled small

Josh: i pulled my arm off of her shoulders and looked at her "i'm going to take a nap, again, care to join me?" i asked slowly
Jay: i smiled then frowned "what did he make you do?"

devin: "thanks but im going to shower" i look at him
blair: i shake my head "were you not listening? i cant say"

Josh: i nodded and stood up and walked to a bed and laid down thinking this is going to be a rocky relationship
Jay: "ok ok baby calm down" i kissed her head "i am your fianc... husband and you know you can talk to me if needbe" i smiled at her

devin: i get in the shower "this is going to be interesting" i lead on the wall
blair: i smiled "yea i know and thanks cowboy"

i kissed her head one last time and noticed that the shower was running and there was no sound of talking "i think we should go now"
Josh; i laid on my side and enar the wall incase she changed her mind after her shower and closed my eyes falling asleep