and there back

i look up at him "can we please forget about it? it about killed me to leave you" i sigh "i gust didnt want what happened to others happen to yuo"

"alright" i kissed her head and held her tight

i settle into him and sigh happyliy

i smiled and watched her

i close my eyes and relax

i smiled watching he then i laid my head back and closed my own eyes

i drift to sleep

i opened my eyes and looked down at her i smiled and picked her up and carried her to the cabin's bedroom

i lay my head on his shoulder asleep

i looked at her and smiled as i laid her down and then laid down beside her

i snuggle to him sleeping

i hold her and smiled as i watched her sleep

i wake up about 20 minutes later and yawn

i looked at her and smiled "are you super tired or something?"

i stretch "i dont know i've gust been tired lately"

i looked at her my eyes asking but tryin to reinsure her "you don't think you could be pregnant do you? i mean i'm 'fixed' but that can always come undone"

i look at him "i never thought of that, i mean....i could be"

i looked at her "honey you can't be" i pulled my arm from around her and stared at the ground "can you?"

i swallow "yea i could be" i look at him

[hmmm do we want her prego?]

(do you?)

i sighed and leaned back and looked at her "i can't afford a kid. i'll have to sell more cattle"

[umm yea ooo i gots a idea]

i look at him "hello!? billares daughter moneys not a prproblemi sigh

( ok..)

i looked at her "right. but your father isn't gonna let you have his money." i looked at her "or are you secretly rich too?"

[ kk soo say she is and we'll ay the baby dies?]

i grin "you kindding me im loaded"

(ok. like a miscarrage?)

i shook my head and ruffled her head "don't always remind me of that. i like working hard for my money" i smied

[yea]

i smooth down my hair and grin "how about you work hard for me then we'll say you earned it"