there back from the docs

Blair: putting the gun case over my shoulder I shove a couple shells into my pocket tnhe slip out the door before Liz could see me. "this day just keeps getting better and better" I mumbled swinging onto Ace and riding back

Jay: When I saw her comeing back I sighed "you ok?"

I swing off Ace carefully and smiled small at him "yeah Im ok, Liz is still scared tho" I take the case off my shoulder

I nodded "I expected her to be." I got up and patted his head, I looked at her and took my gun, "take Away and Ace as far as you can so they won't spook ok babe?"

I nodded swallowing hard "right" I grab the reins of both horses and start leading them away. looking over my shoulder at Teddy tears stung my eyes, far away I squeeze my eyes closed and cover my ears waiting to the boom

I sighed and kissed Teddy's head "sorry boy" then loaded the gun and pulled the trigger tears stigging my eyes.

I still jumped hearing the boom and sniffle petting Away and Ace "shhh its ok guys"

I tied my hankerchief around his face to make sure it didn't get damaged and i tied ropes around his legs, I walked to Blair "come on lets go get him."

I sniffled and nodded "ok" chewing on my lip I walk back with him

I took Away and walked her back to Teddy and tied the rope that was to his feet to the horn of the saddles

looking at Teddy a couple tears slide down my face, sniffling I looked at Cowboy "were just going to drag him home?"

I looked at her and shook my head "no, remember where royal's buried. It's close to here, closer than the barn and he loved those flowers."

I nodded "ok right" I tried to smile but failed "just... tell me what to do"

I looked at her, "go get two shovels" I got on away and taped her to walk.

I nodded and got on Ace and canter off to get the shovels sniffling

I walked away to the meadow and dimounted him and walked to Royal's grave and looked at it "hey baby girl."

I get to shovels from the barn then go back to the little meadow sniffling

I talked to her as if she was there with us, telling her about everything that happened, "oh and you have a baby brother, his name is Jake. He looks like you a little." I sniffed and wiped my eyes, I heard a horse and turned around "your momma's happy, well not right now cause of Teddy but she's happy with our little family, we miss you though."

dropping the shovels and getting off Ace, I walk over to the my baby girls grave and Cowboy. standing beside Cowboy I smiled sadly looking at the stone, I kissed my hand then pressed it to the stone "hi baby girl, we miss you" I whispered my voice catching. man this was just to much being here,Teddy dead, Josh in the hospital.

I looked at her and then the grave "Come on. lets bury him and get into the hospital." I walked over to where she put the shovels and grabbed on and started to shovel out the dirt.

With a nodded I sniffled and wipe my eyes, Walking over to him I pick up a shovel and start working on the hole with him in silents thinking

after a long while of digging I got out and pulled her out. I got back on Away and made her pull him to the whole, letting him drop down. When he landed he landed with a thud and cracks, I cringed and looked away from a moment before getting back off of Away.

standing back as he had Away drag Teddy to the hole I winced and suck in a breath hearing the sicking thud and crack. biting down on my lip I start filling in the hole

I went and picked up my shovel again and went filling the hole in with her and sighed "bye boy."

Sniffling I looked at the mound of dirt, letting out a breath I looked away and walked over to Ace