comeing after a fight

i look up at him "it was you wasnt it" i whisper

i looked down "i dunno, i used to rape girls but i dunno" i looked at Liz "i'm sorry"

i look at the ground "you...."

"i know i ruined your life, but gave you something to love, yea my brother got the same speech" i sighed and rubbed my eyes trying not to cry myself

i look at him "you know what?,all i ever wanted to do was chew the person out that raped me and now i dont know what to say"

i looked down "i'm sorry"

i look at him "honestly its ok"

i looked up at her "i want to make sure that i did rape you and that she is mine if that's alright"

[i gots a idea! lets do a major twist and say that it wasnt josh but like joshs bestfriend that looks like josh??]

i nod "yea its fine"

(oh yea... but awww..... josh want's liz to be his though.... )

i nodded and walked int the stall grabed knife out and went to the bottom layer of her hair and cut some off.

[ohhhhh kk we can to it that way]


i watch then slid down the wall my eyes closed

i looked at devin and went to sit beside her playing with liz's hair "you know, i've stoped"

i look at him still trying to proses it all "really?"

i nodded and looked at her "i'm sorry"

i smile weakly "its ok"

i looked at her "i don't know what else to say other then that"

i look at the ground "its ok josh" i sigh "if she is yours what are you going to do?"

i shruged "if you want me in her life i'll be there is she wants me in her life i'll be there." i looked at the girl and the foal "i'd like to be there for both of you"

i look at him though tears "you mean that?"

i nodded still watching liz

afew tears slid down my face i look at him speechless

i look at her and whipe her tears away "i'm sorry'

i shake mt head "thats the first time anyone has said that"

"said what?" i asked her i knew what i said but just wanted to know

"that..that they care about me" i look at liz "and liz'